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Apr. 2nd, 2005

06:04 pm

don't comment in my LJ anymore....I am deleting....hopefully this will add to my "niceness"

lindsay...<3

Current Mood: [mood icon] crushed
Current Music: none

Mar. 31st, 2005

11:16 pm

forever......

 

s'more )

Current Mood: [mood icon] loved
Current Music: underOATH....orgasm! omg yeah

06:53 pm

who wants to do something with me tonight or tomorrow.....i need friends!




Lindsay...<3......ONE BIG BOX OF EMO

Current Mood: [mood icon] satisfied
Current Music: underOATH....orgasm! omg yeah

Mar. 29th, 2005

06:17 pm

I have a new LJ but....I don't know if I want to keep it....what do you think?

the name is :: 2nite_ivespoken

hmmm......?

SLAP A COMMENT ON IT!

Lindsay <33.....SAID WE'RE MOVING ON AND WE HAVE NOTHING TO PROVE TO ANYONE!....my good old music! haha

Current Mood: [mood icon] creative
Current Music: DAVID's MIX CD

Mar. 25th, 2005

04:33 pm

does ANYONE want to do something over spring break?

Current Mood: [mood icon] peaceful
Current Music: the used

Mar. 23rd, 2005

06:02 pm

Yeah so my LJ is like totally fucked up if you look at the page thing and all the colors...this sucks....i hope that someone (KATY KATY KATY) will re-do this for me so then it looks all cool again cause the fact that is changes pisses me off.....I HATE THIS....so i might make a whole new one and i have katy re-do it or someone else....BUT I REALLY WANT KATY TO DO IT CAUSE SHE DOES A GOOD JOB AND WRITE NOW IT LOOKS HIDEOUS! UGH!.....that or i will delete it.....i think i might delete it...what do you think?

Lindsay <33....TAKE MY HAND!

Current Mood: [mood icon] blah
Current Music: Bright Eyes :: Lover I Don't Have To Love

Mar. 20th, 2005

03:16 pm

well yeah....tomorrow is a different day........

 

It's all an illusion.......

 

psht you wanna be a nigga? )

Current Mood: [mood icon] flirty
Current Music: Alkaline Trio :: We've Had Enough

Mar. 19th, 2005

01:59 pm

looking for something new............

 

 

 

 

Current Mood: [mood icon] blank
Current Music: Hellogoodbye :: Call And Return

Mar. 13th, 2005

10:23 am - I Want A Lover I Don't Have To Love......

KATY IS COMING OVER TONIGHT SO WE CAN BE DRUNKEN SAILORS...wanna come?

Then off to Chrissy's with Elyssa and Katy tomorrow...SO EXCITED!

I WUV YOU CHRISSY!

I WUV YOU ELYSSA! (I'm sorry about the whole "sad" thing! awww...im sad too!

I LOVE YOU KATY! (aka- sex kitten! WOOT!)

MAN THIS PIC SENDS DEPRESSING VIBES THROUGH MY VEINS...UGH...SUXX HARDCORE!

WISH I COULD HAVE GONE!

OMFG ITS LIKE BETTER THAN THE REAL THING!...almost )

Current Mood: [mood icon] confused
Current Music: underOATH...all the time 24/7

Mar. 12th, 2005

11:47 am

I AM GOING TO DO A LOT OF ENTRIES TODAY! WOOT WOOT! HERE WE GO!
2 so far....


I LOVE THE BEZERKER!

Current Mood: [mood icon] accomplished
Current Music: ashlee simpson

Mar. 10th, 2005

04:33 pm

Some Pictures........Next Entry Will Be Pictures Of ME..who else?

ENJOY AND PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COMMENT....even if it's just one sentence or word!

Just Tell Me What You Think!

Memories Can Come Back To Smack You In The Face....Let It Bleed

THE BEST FLIPPING MOVIE YOU WILL EVER SEE!.....Sanpaper And Silk

Hottest Man You Will Ever Meet....Except For That One Guy That I Like...LOVE........Plague (We Need No Victims)

Nicest Most RAD Band I Have Ever Met.....Charlit Movie Star

FIREWORKS....Or Just Street Lights.....Preach On

HAWTIE BABY I WANT HER SO BAD!.......Our Brown Friends

Secret Window?.......Slave

I LOVE LIFE....right now anyway.......Time Is Industry

LEVEL 27 RULES......LaLa

Do I Drink? Do I Date?.....I Would If I Could.........I'm A Fake

Lindsay <3 - I Feel Like A Movie Star In Your Arms. (comment)

Current Mood: [mood icon] I AM JUST LIVING LIFE! WOOT!
Current Music: Bright Eyes :: Lover I Don't Have To Love

Mar. 6th, 2005

10:29 am

I THOUGHT I WOULD DO WHAT RICKI DID CAUSE IM BORED AND A LOT OF THE STUFF ON HERE HAD TO DO WITH ME SO YEAH
(*) Cried.
(*) Hugged someone.
(*) Gotten into a fight.
( ) Smoked.
(*) Liked someone so much it hurt.
( ) Drank alcohol.
( ) Kissed someone on the cheek.
( ) Got a kiss on the cheek.
( ) Kissed someone on the lips.
( ) Got a kiss on the lips.
(*) Said bad words.
(*) Fell in love.
(*) Flirted.
( ) Fell asleep with the person you like.
(*) Hit someone.
( ) Held hands.
( ) Made out.
(*) Loved someone so much that it hurt.
(*) Laughed so hard that it hurt.
(*) Cried so hard that it hurt.
(*) Said I love you to someone and meant it.
( ) Had someone tell you that they like you.
( ) Got cheated on.
( ) Got dumped.
( ) Gone on a date

i basically associated all the stuff i answered to friday so yaeh......I LOVE YOU DAVID!

Lindsay <3.........LOVE IS NOT LIKE ANYTHING ESPEACIALLY A FUCKING KNIFE!

Current Mood: [mood icon] I<3HIMANDCANTDOANYTHINGBOUT IT
Current Music: The Used :: Box Full Of Sharp Obejects

Feb. 28th, 2005

10:31 pm

XurALMOSTthere: ok 8th grade best friend

SOAK IT UP BITCHES!

STOP COMMENTING NOW! WE ARE BEST FRIENDS AND I LOVE THAT KID TO DEATH!

Lindsay <33 HE MAKES ME SMILE! JUST BE HAPPY FOR ME R BE JEALOUS!

Current Mood: [mood icon] loved
Current Music: DAVID's MIX CD

05:27 pm - DANG!!!

my mom = martha stewart = michael jackson therefor my mom is michael jackson

WHEN IT STARTS TO SPLATTER PUT A TOWEL OVER IT !!! LOL!!

how ya doin' Carter?!?!?!?

Mom Move On!

(lmap makes big noise)
Kim (MY BEAUTIFUL SUNFLOWER!)- IT BARKED AT ME!
Lindsay- You Loser!

LOL !!!! LOL!!!!!!



heres the story....

me and kim planned a expedition to walk home. we walked fast and got home in an hour which is quite an accomplishment for us slow walkers. When we came close to kim'd we contimplated whether to walk through the deep snow or go around and being the big risk takers that we are we took the deep snow way. but of course im stupid and walked in the ditch trough the ice that broke!! when we got home the door was locked but curt being a good person opened it, we entered as i ran to the bathroom. i came out and decided to give curt a samck but kinda hurt him....but we were unwanted so we went downstairs. as we wathced martha stewart i realized that she is my rolemodel but also became more and more like michal jackson.?.?.? so we were laughing watching martha when all of a sudden it went to commercial a MICHAEL JAKCSON commercial i laughed so hard my liver fell out of my butt lol....later on while i was getting excited for food i ran to the kitchen, or so i thought i would, because then i tipped the chair onto the ground and yelled for kim to help..of course she didn't! UGH! well there was probably more but i don't want to tell the rest because it was too fun to tell.
But I Do Have One Last Question.....Does your ultra thin get wet and sticky?!?


Lindsay <333.......when it starts to splatter put a towel over it. Martha-thank you for teaching me this useful tool.

p.s.- I'm sure that I will have more memories with katy (sex kitten) tomorrow! GAWD I LOVE THAT GIRL! BUT I LOVE KIMMY TOO!
And I will also make MORE memories with david sometime in the next month. LOL!
GAWD I LOVE THAT DAVID KID TOO! HEHE!

Current Mood: [mood icon] MY SUNFLOWER MAKES ME TINGLY!
Current Music: kim singing evergirl

Feb. 27th, 2005

05:05 pm

Um........its <3 all over again and I wrote a poem about the one that I will never forget...it makes me cry and sweat and cringe just thinking about it.

THE poem....Entitled...Not Old Enough To Know.

It's the SMELLl on my headphones.
It's the STAINS on my shoes.
It's the TASTE of those french fries.
It's the SOUND of OUR song.
But mostly it's the air I FEEL beween us.
COME BACK! please?

guess who? key word....COMMENT (if you love me or hate me it's all good!)..please I beg

Lindsay <33 :( :)

Current Mood: [mood icon] MIXED EMOTIONS!
Current Music: david's mix CD

Feb. 24th, 2005

06:30 pm - DONE!

it's over......thank you CRYSTAL! <3

Lindsay....heartbroken for life!

Current Mood: [mood icon] good
Current Music: The Used :: I'm A Fake

Feb. 21st, 2005

02:15 pm - BANG BOOM!

my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard..........WOOT WOOT!

hardcore crying to the beat of MEAN GIRLS! movies to watch..........

*Garden State

*Mean Girls...well DUH!

*The Notebook

*Senses Fail DVD (hardcore crying in that one)

*American Beauty? got anymore suggestions.....COMMENT!

Lindsay <33's movies and him....i think you know WHO hm?

 

Burning Love..........<3?

UM.....oops?

Awww......now that is a kodak moment.....my feet, katy, sam.....match made in heaven!

priceless....hardcore hottie pinneaple hair! woosh....take my breath away....

visit me?........david.

let's take it to the ghetto bizznatch!

can we say hardcore hottie......? yes!

please.......david?

 

done out.....I LOVE DAVID! LIKE NO OTHER! im sorry.....im humiliating....oh well I LOVE ME!

 

Current Mood: [mood icon] I WANT TO LOVE HIM!
Current Music: The Used :: I'm A Fake

Feb. 13th, 2005

12:37 pm

close my eyes and move to the back of my mind.

the party wasn't very good but the begining and parts in the middle and the end was cool.
when brandon got there it got quiet and when brandon left things got better i think.
i dont want to be rude to him or anything but i think people were nervous about him coming.
and i was personally very scared that he would hate me.
i didnt cry over him i cried becasue of too many reasons to explain in this entry.
comment if you want to know what was up with me......w.e

well i love you all and im sorry.

i promise next year i will do something special to make it up to you all.
I WILL HAVE MY SUMMER PARTY/ANTI-DRAMA PARTAY! THERE WE GO! JUNE 17th! PLAN ON IT!

Lindsay is in <3 with him.

Current Mood: [mood icon] scared....think i love him.
Current Music: underaoth :: a boy brushed red...living in black and white

Feb. 12th, 2005

06:35 pm

had my party and it was......eh ok.

i think im in love.....will you be my valentine?

Lindsay <3's....someone.

Current Mood: [mood icon] cold
Current Music: underaoth :: a boy brushed red...living in black and white

Feb. 9th, 2005

06:06 pm - GUESS WHAT?!?!

My name is Lindsay Leigh Keller!

WOW!

did you know that I LOVE (<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333) BRANDON SNYDER VERY MUCH!LOL HEHEHE OOPS!

did you know that I LOVE (<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333)
crystal verrry much! YEAH!

did you know that I LOVE (<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333)
david farias VERY much! WOW!

did you know taht I LOVE (<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333) MY FRIENDS! OH SO VERY MUCH!

Lindsay <3 (lots o' love!)

Current Mood: [mood icon] I LOVE YOU BRANDON!every1else2
Current Music: some songs on DAVID KAISER's cd that he gave me!

Feb. 8th, 2005

05:38 pm

So deep that I didn't even bleed catch me

So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine Pretending I'm not I'm far from lonely and it's all that I've got

 

 

I LOVE YOU BRANDON SNYDER!

YOU ARE THE BEST!

THANK YOU FOR THE THING THAT YOU DID WHEN YOU DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT YOU DID IT!

 

 

Lindsay <33333333333

 

 

 

 

Current Mood: [mood icon] PARTAY WITH FRIENDS ON FRIDAY!
Current Music: The Used :: all that i've got

Feb. 1st, 2005

06:39 pm

on the bathroom floor....not as HAWt as brandon! HEHE! there you go brandon happy?!

 

Lindsay <3  2 journal entries in one day WOOT WOOT! (comment on them both!)

 

Current Mood: [mood icon] IN LOVE!
Current Music: Ashley Simpson :: LaLa

06:24 pm

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 10 DAYS......BUY ME AN F***ING PRESENT YO!

 

SCARF! i think i dropped it on the way walking home in the dark all alone.

I'm underneath there somewhere........

THE ACE OF SPADES, THE ACE OF SPADES

FANGS!

no comment.....you can though. aka-comment on these pics..what do you think?

 

 

Lindsay <3

Current Mood: [mood icon] I am the shoulder to cry on...
Current Music: oasis :: stop crying your heart out

Jan. 27th, 2005

08:35 pm - oh my..

i had the best day ever.

idk why but nothing bad happened to me today except of Mr. Fox making fun of my for not understanding math!
he basically called me stupid.

oh well it was 5th hour and i put it behind me...

the rest of my day was so much fun...in art class people thought i was high so thats always good! HEHE!

people think that i am cute and people want to meet me and people love me (in a friendship way but HEY i will take what i can get)

im done peace out my NIGGAS!

Lindsay <33

goodnight moon <3 beauty

Current Mood: [mood icon] IM IN SUCH A GREAT MOOD!
Current Music: the postal service :: such great heights

Jan. 26th, 2005

04:07 pm - this is funny.

has anyone noticed that i don't talk about david no more?

OH SHOOT I JUST DID! OH NO!


now i have new love(s) (plural! OH YEAH IM SO EXCITED!)





Lindsay <333




"and all the roads we have to walk are winding."

Current Mood: [mood icon] DETERMINED TO GET MY MAN!
Current Music: oasis::wonderwall

Jan. 23rd, 2005

04:58 pm

poem i wrote for the day..

i see you...
my heart beats like my alarm clock rings.
my sweat drips like my faucet runs with water.
my hands shake like my stereo does when i'm angry.
my head turns to mush like the shit i ate for breakfast.
and then i know,
THAT I LOVE YOU!

APRIL 11TH! IM NOT BACKING DOWN ON THIS!
IT MEANS TO MUCH TO ME!

Lindsay <3 (i really love you and i wish you knew)(you will soon enough)

Current Mood: [mood icon] fall asleep in your arms
Current Music: underoath::a message for adrienne

04:36 pm

you can't tell me that this isnt hottness!

can you? :(

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03:37 pm - interesting


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Jan. 22nd, 2005

06:41 pm


comment and i will tell you.

Lindsay <3

Current Mood: [mood icon] hey i think i got the munchies
Current Music: bleeds no more::silverstein

Jan. 21st, 2005

03:37 pm

I can't think of anything else to write so i am going to do what brittany did.

comment and i will tell you what i REALLY think about you!

<3 Lindsay

Current Mood: [mood icon] dorky
Current Music: senses fail::irony of dying on your birthday

Jan. 17th, 2005

09:40 pm

I'm like the lonely marker in the crayon box...

 

MY BABY EYEBALL DIGS INTO YOUR FACE!

MY banging guitar yo! (oops that's my purse because i don't have a guitar! I WISH!)

 

I wish Latte' was still here :( (getting a new cat though! **parker!** YES HE IS CUTE!)

HOTTIE! me of course!..................lets see more.....

MY FAVORITE! I LOOK SEXY! OH YEAH!

ME....I'M MADE OUT OF DOTS!

 

Current Mood: [mood icon] creative
Current Music: my chemical romance::you know what they do to guys like us..

Jan. 16th, 2005

09:02 pm - im scared

I like someone new and it isn't anyone you would expect....?







Scared To Death...
Lindsay <3

Current Mood: [mood icon] UGH OH
Current Music: senses fail- let it enfold you

Jan. 13th, 2005

04:42 pm - WOW!

comment if you love me...

Lindsay (heartbroken over a guy)(a guy who actually goes to out school LMFAO!!)

at the bottom of a wishing well, was a secret that we dare not speak out loud.
holding hands in a powerful stare, wearing badges of death to show we care.
YEAH we all die young, we need no victims in this.
LOLA RAY I LOVE YOU!

Current Mood: [mood icon] FRIDAY AND SATURDAY! FUN FUN!
Current Music: silverstein::bleeds no more

Jan. 11th, 2005

04:29 pm - again...

here i am writing another journal entry...

i thought i would let everyone know that i have a new sn!
its22WaltheryAve
that is the new sn so IM me there sometime!

today was not the best day but i will live with the day that i got!

DUDIES YOU NEED TO FUCKING COMMENT IN HERE YEAH YEAH!

gtg but look at this.......

I stand outside my pretty house
I light a match to start the fire
I call the cops to let 'em know
It's 22 Walthery Ave.
(that is why that is what my sn is) now you can understand! LOL

Lindsay LOVE EVERYONE EXCEPT A FEW SELECT PEOPLE! <33333333333

Current Mood: [mood icon] confused and questioning
Current Music: new jersey falls into the atlantic::senses fail

08:35 am - AT SCHOOL!

I'm at school sitting in foods with EVIE! YEAH!

REINA AND DAVID PLEASE DON'T KILL/CUT YOURSELVES I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU GUYS!!
LOVE YOU ALL!

Love, Lindsay!

Jan. 9th, 2005

01:45 pm - YEAH MAN!

i had an awesome weekend being with crystal cause she is my BFF!! yeah yeah!
mike likes to call her a lot LMFAO!

my snow day rocked by the way cause i hung out with crystal and angi and david!
i was really cold though ( THAT SUCKED )

my friday was not good at first cause we couldnt find a ride and we tried to ask david for ideas but he was drawing a blank....but then crystal's mom (being the nice women she is) dropped us at my house.

we had a good night just hanging out and listening to music.

saturday me kim and crystal went to the mall late at night to scope for hot guys AND I FOUND ONE! but crystal and kim say that he was too old but he was only like 17.and he had TIGHT PANTS on! UGH YEA! and a hot little hat UGH YEA! but then we went to hot topic and i bought shoe laces and a GC shirt! and then at sam goody i bought UNDEROATH ( I FUCKING HAVE IT NOW BRANDON!) LMFAO ) and then i got SILVERSTEIN ( THEY ARE PIMP)

but then when we got back my night turned out bad but crystal and kim and my mom made it better! so its ok!
we went out past curfew and burned pictures of someones face off! YES THAT WAS AWESOME!
and we played kick the candle! (fun game you should try!)

but now im here all alone and im gonna see a movie with the family today! OH YEAH LUCAS AND ADAM LMFAO!

well im gonna go cause i have to wash my pimp dare shirt! UGH I LOVE IT!

well bye (this is a long entry!)

Lindsay....love you all to death!

Current Mood: [mood icon] scared to find stuff out!
Current Music: smashed to pieces::underoath

Jan. 2nd, 2005

08:28 pm - well...

I have to go back to school tomorrow and that blows.

Oh well I can be excited because I can wear my new sweatshirt(s) cause i don't know which one i want to wear!
(probably the "Cursive" one!
I LOVE THAT BAND.
MELLOW AS HELL BUT I LOVE THEM! HEHE

Today was so boring all i did was clean, sit on the computer and sleep.

I feel like a depressed idiot cause I am listeing to music that is filled with sad lyrics and screaming.

well i don't think that anyone wants to hear about the rest of my day so....let me tell you something!

I'M IN LOVE LIKE SAND TO WET FEET!!
Katy helped me realize it.
BUT CRYSTAL DID TOO!!!

thank you everyone..I love you guys!

Current Mood: [mood icon] they don't love me
Current Music: Niki FM::Hawthorne Heights

Dec. 25th, 2004

03:27 pm - what i have decided

i think i might get rid of my LJ!
reasons why...

1. no one comments

2. i don't think that my friends want me to have it.

3. if people do read it, i end up just getting shit for it!

4. i write about things that no one cares to read and everyone thinks that i want them to pity me but HELLO!!! I DON'T!!!!!

and 5. it's STUPID!

anyways my XMAS sucked because i didnt really have one!
i'm sitting here on the computer and i havent opened any presents from my family except my mom and that hurts.

my great grandma is in the hospital and i am at my grandpa's by myself because everyone is at the hospital.
i guess i wasn't allowed to go or some shit!

well i can't wait till tuesday with kylee!!! WE ARE JUST GONNA SHOW UP AT PEOPLE'S HOUSES SO BE READY!

LOVE EVERYONE!!!

Lindsay

p.s.-yes even you....(lonely guy who is searching for love.....I'M RIGHT HERE COME FIND ME NOW I HAVE BEEN WAITING MY WHOLE LIFE)
comment if you want me!!! TEE HEE

Current Mood: [mood icon] UGH OH WELL!
Current Music: when the sun sleeps::underoath

Dec. 21st, 2004

07:11 pm - what was i thinking....but i had a shitty night

CLICKhear2WIN : die bitch
this sn roxx yo : CUNTBAG
CLICKhear2WIN : so
CLICKhear2WIN : jew
CLICKhear2WIN : ish
CLICKhear2WIN : nazi
this sn roxx yo : roman catholic
CLICKhear2WIN : no
CLICKhear2WIN : athist
this sn roxx yo : chritian
this sn roxx yo : buddist!!!!!
CLICKhear2WIN : no im athiest
this sn roxx yo : well im not a jew
this sn roxx yo : sih
this sn roxx yo : I DEFINENTLY AINT ON NAZI!
CLICKhear2WIN : yeah u r
CLICKhear2WIN : i kill you
this sn roxx yo : NO IM NOT

THAT WAS FREAKIN FUNNY!


IDK why i said that whole last entry but i guess i was just angry at everyone and the world!

but I'm cool now because Reina helped me and so did my friends!

and last night was the worst night ever because of my mom and stuff!!!

and everyone still thinks that i HAVE THE life or some shit!

well bye for now NOT FOR EVER!!#@$*&

LOVE,
LINDSAY!

i love all my friends!

Current Mood: [mood icon] accomplished
Current Music: Hawthorne Heights :: Ohio is For Lovers

Dec. 19th, 2004

07:13 pm - goodbye

goodbye,

goodbye to my friends, goodbye to all the ones i've loved,

goodbye dear reina....
goodbye SHITTY james!

BUT MOST OF ALL....
I CAN'T WAIT TO DIE OVER DAVID!

yes, i am dying over david! WHY WHY WHY!

yes this is a suicide letter...
GOODBYE TO ALL AND YOU WILL HAVE A GOOD NIGHT!

Current Mood: [mood icon] im done with love and life!
Current Music: from autumn to ashes::autumn's monolouge

Dec. 16th, 2004

03:45 pm - I'm still sad.....oh well no one cares anyways

i am even more sad now because katy is going to see david and i know he just wants HER so bad....

oh well i will have to live even though i don't want to anymore.

all this drama at school and now DAVID too!!!

i mean i thought we were friends and that is all i have EVER wanted so i don't know what crawled up his ass!

i try to talk to him but he don't care to..that is what makes me more sad then anything is that he won't even talk to me anymore!

Oh well i will ALWAYS love....

katy, kylee, brittany, katy, sammy, kimbert, carrie, angi, CRYSTAL (my sexy one!), mike (UGH), reina, the "D" word (unfortunetly), and everyone else that i might have forgotten!!

Signed,
Still Heartbroken....forever
aka-cant get a bf

Current Mood: [mood icon] scared
Current Music: from autumn to ashes::autumn's monolouge

Dec. 14th, 2004

07:20 pm - SINCE NO ONE HAS ME AS A FRIEND IN THERE LJ!

well i'm sad...

david don't like me...and when i'm around him he looks and other girls asses.

sometimes when i'm with him i want to slit my throat so he can watch me bleed.

the only thing that made me happy all last night was to see him laugh, to know that i'm considered his friend, to know that he would beat justin if he said shit about me and when i got my hug at the end of the night. (that's always my favorite part because he smells so good even though he needs to lower it on the cologne situation! LOL)

it really hurt me when he told me that he cuts...but i already promised everyone that i am never cutting again!

bye for now
signed,

heartbroken, Lindsay

Current Mood: [mood icon] lonely
Current Music: senses fail::handguns and second chances

Dec. 7th, 2004

10:39 pm - well then...

I HAD THE BEST NIGHT EVER!!!

if you want to know what happened ask me at school it is WAY too long to explain to you ALL now!

Lindsay
**he is gonna burn me a COOL cd! yea that is so DAWGISH!

Current Mood: [mood icon] HUGS TO ALL SINCE I GOT ONE!!!
Current Music: senses fail::bloody romance

Dec. 6th, 2004

08:16 pm - I HAVENT UPDATED THIS THING!

well....

katy was getting mad i know that i haven't updated in forever!

so here i am updating this piece of shit!

i decided to be very profane today due to my happiness!!

i have been exceedingly happy and it is pissing me off!
JK LOL!

i do have a headache at the moment though!
it hurts like the DICKENS!

i just have to tell everyone one reason for my happiness...

I HAD A BLAST ON THURSDAY WITH CRYSTAL AND DAVID!
we don't so much fun stuff....
we have to do that again TOMORROW I HOPE!
probably not though!

anyways i am also happy because i really am realizing how good and sexy my friends are! ESPECIALLY CRYSTAL KATY AND BRITTANY! YOU ARE ALL HOT! AND YOU KNOW IT!

well gtg cause i have to do some homework unfortunetly...

I AM HAPPY AND I HAVE A HEADACHE NOT A GOOD MIX!

LOVE YOU REINA THANXX A BUNCH LYL YOU ARE GREAT!

Current Mood: [mood icon] mellow
Current Music: senses fail- "buried a lie"

Nov. 26th, 2004

01:23 pm - SUCKY!!

Half day was bad because i saw david and he said nothing to me when i said
"hey what up homie g!"

Then...it sucked because i was fucking freezzing with crystal and kylee!!!!
but crystal did make my day when i got to watch her jam pennies in the soda machine because it wouldnt give us our "ice col coca-cola"!!!

Then when i finally got home i just watched t.v. and went to bed!! PLEASE!

Then yesterday on TURKEY DAY!

I had a shitty day because it was all about fighting and SHIT!
every 2 seconds i got to hear my sister and my mom bitching about the computer...what else!

Then to my surprise RICK was fighting with my MOM....ik can you even believe it!?!?!

so...then i ended up eating CHICKEN not TURKEY ON TURKEY DAY!!!!
but i like chicken more so who cares?!

but today is okay because BLT Samich is here!!!

AND I HAVE TO WATCH THE NEW DEGRASSI TONIGHT!!!

p.s.-katy the degrassi that is on tonight we didn't see!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: [mood icon] flirty

Nov. 17th, 2004

04:57 pm - KYLEE!

Kylee wasn;t at school today and that makes me angry!

i had no one to talk to during reading and between classes and i had no one to walk me to language!

but i still had a good day because at the book fair me and ricki stole bookmarks that said "it's all abou the banana's" and ricki said that that bookmark is for all girls (LOL) so we stole them!

o and our new question is....
which is your favorite if you had to pick...
orange
tweener
banana
or
cat

lol please post a comment and tell me your answer

anyways...i can't wait for this weekend because KATY and KYLEE are coming over to my house and we will go to the scocial and shake our BOOTAYS!

yea bootilicious all the way!

and i hate to say it but hey i want to meet up with david again

even though last time wasn't the best...i STILL feel bad for leaving and having him put his backpack in the fire!

well he probably won't because he doesn't like talk unless it is on the internet so idk...

Lindsay

Nov. 11th, 2004

09:55 pm - ...

The play was STUPID and my butt hurt when i was sitting there for like ever!

that is all for now...

I LOVE KATY!! :)

Current Mood: [mood icon] sleepy
Current Music: nothing...i forgot my cd player today...oops

Nov. 10th, 2004

05:25 pm - I CHANGE MY MIND!!!

yes i have officially changed my mind on my past journal entry...

i have one question...YOU HATE ME...WELL I HATE YOU TOO!

Justin (friend of david's) made me and katy bykowski feel sexually violated, assaulted, seduced and potentially injured!!

It isn't that i don't like david it is just that justin is a jerk and he made me feel VERY uncomfortable!!

I wanted to stay at the park but justin made me not want to be there and as i said..UNCOMFORTABLE!!

i was actually looking forward to this little mingle but once i got there i was asked if i would like to play strip poker and again that made me feel UNCOMFORTABLE!

so..yea...

Current Mood: [mood icon] pissed off
Current Music: nothing....TODAY!

Nov. 9th, 2004

04:10 pm - I am always forgeting about this thing...

anyways...

i went to the good charlotte concert and the best time of my life!!

LOLA RAY roxx my soxx!!

But GOOD CHARLOTTE will always rock them more!!! LOL

i don't care if david reads this but...from what i see so far i think i can say that i like david's personality on the internet and i like talking to him!

i also don't want to sound desperate or sound like i am head over heels for the guy but i want to meet him to see what he is like in person and see if he is any different..

i was happy to hear stacey tell me that he didn't care about looks because who know she might not have been friends with me if i was ugly and fat...(i am)

i hope katy WILL come with me to see him tomorrow because if she doesn't i am NOT going...i won't be there by myseld until i feel comfortable around the guy...i mean i only have talked to him before on the internet and for like 5 seconds (literally) on the phone

anyways...i am having a good week so far...i mean school will always suck but outside of school is pretty good if you know what i mean.

"hike up my mini skirt bust through my tiny shirt, i wear your sex up on my sleeves."

"I'm sick of love and make-believe"

"I want to be chopped up into tiny little pieces, I wanna be trampled by a dirty old man" LOL

I am gonna go

Lindsay
p.s.- I love you katy!
p.s.s.-I love you james!

Current Mood: [mood icon] so happy!!! david made my day
Current Music: Lola Ray~What it feels like

Nov. 4th, 2004

09:00 pm - I had to write in here...

OMG! I haven't written in this for like ever!

I'm so excited to go to the Good Charlotte/Sum 41/Lola Ray/Hazen Street

Even though I don't want to see Hazen Street! :(

Well...I don't want to type anymore bye!

Current Mood: [mood icon] anxious
Current Music: Lola Ray~Automatic Girl

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